Current mood:	sleepy
Current music:	"I'll Make A Man Out Of You" in Mulan
Entry tags:	rantage, thesis

Showbiz akech!
In my head, my life is like Baler.

"Ang hirap. Ang hirap-hirap" (Curtis, 2008).

Bakit ba hindi pwedeng mag-graduate nalang ako? Matapos ng college at magtrabaho? Bakit ba may naimbento pang thesis?

Thesis is like, this... this thing hanging over your head and you just can't stop fussing about it, and you open the file on your desktop and you just stare at it blankly and edit punctuation marks and a couple of words but you can never really start.

We have to overhaul our RRL, restart our theoretical framework, edit the methodology, then write interview letters and send them out to our sources and literally beg them to give us a scoop somewhere in between their Christmas break and normal, working lives.

Oh, and then we have to write a three-part series fit for publication, whore it to a newspaper and/or convert back to Christianity and offer a novena and eggs to a holy figure so we get published.

I am way behind schedule, it's so frightening. And for once, I absolutely cannot be late (I know, right) because, well, the consequence is not graduating. And I cannot not graduate on time APSDOIAPSIDRPWEIPIWEDQA, I am made of so much fail.

I think this is the reason why I have been drinking too much this year. (I can now say that Raymund has made me a moderator on the Tomato Kick Drunkards Fezbook group).

Okay, this is where I end my Senior Moment outburst, dahil kailangan "strong woman ka" (Zosa, 2008).

Dahil ang sagot nga naman ni Jericho Rosales (2008) sa quote ni Anne Curtis sa itaas ay: "Kayanin mo, Felisa, para kayanin ko din."

Tangkilikin po natin ang pelikulang Filipino. Bow.